Rainbow!


A great way to start a new year. Not a great way to be sick on the first day of the year. I was so tempted to call someone at 2am but I figure he would be asleep, so I changed my mind.

( less talk, more photos )

Today is not a good day at all. Shall not elaborate it further. I've been contemplating to put lovemeifyoudare into friends only. I've been contemplating alot of things. Yes I think too much.


What is the fastest way to numb myself?

it's not going to a picture entry.



You came with a big bag of promises and sweet talk.
you told me that you will make me feel like you won't like another person ever again
You promised the whole sky and land for me
You made me smile as i went to bed and woke up with your voice echoing in my ear
You made me open up and told you all my secrets.


what's wrong now.
i havent got all the promises.
i feel stuck, in a slow drying concrete.
i wanna feel like before.
i want to smile and see your reaction
i want to hear your voice every single day and not think of anything
i want your hugs, your smiles and your smses.


i just want your love.
and you couldnt give me (you said you would).